I'm back

Haven't been feeling writing the past week. We have our bad and good days and I had some bad days lately. We all have those days and now it's time for some good I hope.

Started going back to the gym. It's really hard mentally to get back after being away for a month. Feel that I need to take a couple of steps back to get back were I left. Lost strength and my muscles are sore. To much junk food and Oreo cookies on that made me fat. Well, that's the price but it tasted good and!

I've been working on my company and I got myself a printer yesterday. Finally... Next week it's time to look up jobs for employees and do PR-stuff. 

Poor people

Everywhere you go you find beggars. From children to oldies. How some survive is a mystery. 

Went to visit my aunt in hospital today but we got denied entry because someone died in the room. Wasn't my aunt but she doesn't have so much time left. Came back later to visit. It's hard to see someone in so much pain and not be able to do anything about it. It's hard to enjoy my visit. I did eat nice food today but got reminded my aunt can't even eat because she has hoses from respiratory going down her throat. It's worth the trip but will take with me sadness when I leave because it's probably the last time I will see her and she isn't able to talk to me. 

Regret

I regret that I sometimes wasn't open to people how I felt and that they wasn't open how they felt about me. Things would have been so much easier.

From sad memories to good ones. I was at a budget-meeting today and one participant asked the lecturer about his degree and most of the reply I have already forgot except the part where he said: In Uppsala they read, in Gothenburg they study and in Lund they get laid. The lecturer is an old man and he had a big smile on his face. He's from Lund :)